I've been wanting to get dressed up and go to the library and make the
Trans-Honey post live and in drag, but unfortuneately, while I am at
the library,I'm not in drag today (sigh). I did just pick up the truck
from the repair shop (for the mirror repair) and it was bad enough
telling them I hit a parked bus with my truck, I really didn't want
to add that I was wearing a dress when it happened - I could just hear
the jokes about being a woman driver and all that -I'm having internet
connection problems also - "Win a Date with Stacy!" is over, I'm
giving the ticket to another friend of mine.
I've been thinking that if I do get a job where I'm making a significant
amount of money, one of the first orders of business should be to set
aside the cash, contacts, passport, plane tickets, etc for SRS, if
I should wind up broke and unemployed and all again -seriously
at my age there would never, ever be another chance, and it's
not something I've ever contemplated, even remotely, but it is also
true that it has always been an impossibility and it will always be an
immpossibility and if there is one window of opportunity, at least I could
be in a position to make that choice myself, and not be handcuffed and
shackled and unable to choose what is my choice -seriously though,
I have the letter (for HRT) and I choose to not use it, and I
can't imagine choosing to have SRS, but it really should be
an available choice not a metaphysical impossibility like it is
now, then when I decide to use the money for other purposes,
at least I had the option and I made a choice...
The top caption shows two pictures of me at the gallery event, and
I think I look pretty comfortable walking around like that - the artist
is a photographer, and she is talking about her technigue for getting
some heighteded realism using layers and histograms, and naturally she
figured I was some dumb blond tranny with a pretty smile, but actually
I thought what she was saying was very informative - but no, I didn't
mention my pseudo-porno blog (trans-honey) and all the caps I do here,
I don't think so...
Saturday marks my 6th month dressing up and going out in public (yeah!!)
but I don't think I have enough money to make the meeting right now,
(boo!!) or if I did I'd just be drinking water (yuck!!) so I'll probably
pass, but still a half year and it's not been really easy or anything but
I'm really glad I did it and I'm sure I'll dress up and go for a walk
with my dog, even if I can't afford to go out right now.
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