Wednesday, April 4, 2012



Actually I really did do my morning workout in heels today - I have no idea why,
except that I'm trying to do more dancing between sets, and one really should be
in heels when one is dancing.

Right now I'm just writing my blog, and I've got the negligee back on, but
I didn't feel like wearing heels -I mean honestly the only reason to wear heels
on in bed is because you're making a porno movie (and I'm not)

Today, I spent  time doing time wasting things like looking for a job and
emailing a couple musicians who want to know more about my drag band
I'm being honest and saying that I'm a very good musician but I'm starting a
band from scratch  (I'm sending links of videos of me playing - and yes there
are several videos of me on stage made by other people on the web with
my current band and previous bands I've been in ) -but I'm just going to be
honest and hopefully someone get's interested

I can't really say I'm being 100% honest on the job front but I'm being a lot
more honest then most people, and really, as long as I'm not on hormones
(and I'm not) and I haven't decided to go on hormones (and I haven't) then
really I'm just like any other guy and what I do for a hobby, in my
free time is my business (as long as it is 100% legal, and it is)

I didn't hear anything today from the guy I have a date with on Friday,
not that I needed to, but I was kind of hoping to hear from him, but
I'm not going to worry (too much at least) about it

I was going to go to the trans support group, but I didn't feel like getting
dressed up - no seriously -I don't know I've been a little tired all day,
and I don't have enough money to go anywhere afterwards so I just
didn't feel like getting dressed up for an hour or two - I don't know,
maybe the thrill is gone and I can go back to be a guy  now.

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